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went to school in the morning...do cip for flag day.

played bball after the flag day ended. On my way home.

the call came...

my uncle, the eldest in my family, the ex- chung cheng student, the most respected uncle was suffering in the national university hospital. My father told me that he can't live after today.

i went to the hospital and i was shocked by what i see.

my dearest uncle, there on the bed, couldn't even lift up his head, had to depend on machine to support his breathing.

he's so skinny that i couldn't even recognise him.

the doctor is afraid to operate on him. but it is the hospital's fault that he ended up like that. yet they don't give him hope,a chance to live.

at first the operation was scheduled on tue. my uncle was so determined and energetic then because he know that at least there's still hope. during that period of time he was so strong.

when he found out that the operation is cancelled and he is going to wait for his death, he lost his strength. just now when all the relatives gathered around his bed, they say that my uncle isn't sad at all that his gonna die but he still held on to his life. he still 坚持到底.

when i just arrived, my aunt asked me to greet him so i greeted but there was no response. i called again louder, still no response. his breathing was so rough. you can see his shoulders moving up and down that's all and it was moved by the machine. he doesn't move other parts of his body. he was said to have no pulse only heartbeating. his blood all clot at the vessels. his hands were cold. he is in coma. i couldn't take that sight. i almost cried out but i bear it in. i didn't cry.

he is still holding on, now at this moment when i typed this.

Leave peacefully 大伯, don't suffer anymore. i'll always remember you, we'll miss you.