Hey guys.
This is bad.
It's New year's eve but i have got no plans at all.
I don't even know if i should go count down.

I was supposed to meet my gf (Vicky) for the day before we meet our own sec sch friends but she is ill.
Get well soon my dear.

I was supposed to have a morning jog with my ass BRO but once again only his mouth moved. ("明天早上我们一起去跑步!") MY FOOT LAH!

I was supposed to meet my girls who were so close to me during the ARTCLUB times but i guess time washes everything. It is soooooo difficult to get all of them to meetup. There's always that one little soul who will not be able to meet,at least.

Before i went to bed last night, I told myself that, Shi Jia tmr is the last day to play hard since it is the last day of 2012, play hard and 2013 work hard.

Guess what happened totally destroyed my determination somehow someway.

Another upsetting fact is that, I hate those who doesn't reply my msg.
Now i know how its feels to be ignored even though it could be accident /unintentional. I apologise to LINYI here for not replying to her msg the last time because now i know how sad it feels. I'm sorry! However, i do have an excuse. I replied another friend and totally forgot about LINYI's msg,thinking that it will reach LINYI's ears. The reason why i didn't reply to LINYI's msg at first was because i wasn't sure if I can make it and I don't want to cfm i can/cannot immediately because i scared that plans might change last minute. and if i did cfm, and plans changed afterwards, im gonna get," I thought you say you cannot come?" or "Walao you say you can den pangseh!"
I don't even want to reply saying that I'm not sure if i can make it because I know that in the past, some of my gfs were annoyed because i couldn't make up my mind. So how?? Yes, we can't please everyone.
To add on to the list, Today is a day where people usually spend with their special someone. When the clock strikes 12, when flowers of fire were seen blooming from the sky. How great is that to have him by your side at that moment? It's not my time yet...
Sigh...should i go for a run myself?
It looks as though it's gonna rain.
If i get drenched, it totally made my day the worse ever and somemore on this particular day. Just like being kick off 31 Dec 2012 to 2013 while others dance across the calendar.
What can i do if that's what meant to be?
_l_

Happy New Year to all living creatures out there in advance.
Hope that 2013 will be the best year ever because it will be my A levels year!
I wish to be a better person and STOP BEING SO LAZYYYYY!
I wish all my friends a healthy and joyful NEW YEAR!

SEE YOU GUYS NEXT YEAR!