So, after i  wrote the previous post, I asked for a family meeting.
Yes, just like any other meeting whereby we sit down and talk...like really talk.
Not screaming insulting but seriously discuss about how to solve this family issue.
I mean, We can't count on others to solve it but we can only count on ourselves to solve our own family issue.

So i ask them to talk about their feelings and opinions.
Generally, we did came up with some solutions but mainly, it's about having to change one's character and changing the way one do things. To be honest, it is more or less impossible. You can't just expect someone to change his/her character overnight?!

From this meeting, I found the core problem of everything and that is our character.
It's not like ohhh she said to do this that way...he never think about blah...we cannot communicate blehhh...
It's simply, this charcter and that character just cannot clique and they just blame each other for the result of this problem without reflecting.

Okay, it's simple yet confusing. I feel that the whole paragraph up there is just rubbish.

I think this is also why female and male cannot be equal.
We have an alpha female, we cannot have an alpha male competing alongside.
This will only spell TROUBLE.
Now we have a tinnywenny brain wanting to be an alpha male as well. WOW what a surprise ._.
Come on, this is WAR WORLD TWO ALL OVER AGAIN.
Somebody please save me ;(

So most probably you can guess that the family meeting solved nothing. ZERO.
Everything just restarted or in fact, the 'graphics' became more 'gruesome'
Now we even need blue uniform officers to come over but noooo nothing is solved.
SQUARE ONE.

My mind now is like...
work, choose uni , family, friend, money, food, kpop, drama
Speaking of which,
I have gotten my result and I actually did better than I expected.
But not good enough for me to go to a good uni.
I can't believe I got a B for Math and GP.
The rest were just aiya pass happy alr.
I thought I would have to retake A level's but thankfully I still can get into a university(I hope)
I'm really glad that despite the years of family issues, I did not go on the wrong path and become a useless kid that knows nothing but drugs and cigarettes and fights etc
I still have my hopes and goals and sometimes motivation to work for a better future.
Though sometimes I ask myself what's the point?

Alright, after ranting all these shitz here I feel much better.
Not to mention, 8 Mar is my fav day which is coming in 1 day's time.
I'm not gonna let people ruin it.
I'm planning to stayover at Lum's tmr and go to uni open house the next day.

Goodluck to me.
update soon.