Hey yall,
i've decided to blog today because,
1. It's been awhile, many things happened.
2. Something happened just now which sort of woken me up.
3. Nothing better to do on a sat.

Alright so, It's 2015 alr...the first month is almost over.
I'm currently in my first year of Uni and the exams are ard the corner (May)
We will be having our Prelims in March which I'm so NOT ready for.
But before all that sch exam, I have to face one of my worst fear which is my Grade 8 Piano exam.
I'm afraid that I might not pass it (Notice that I am just aiming for a pass) because many friends that took grade 8 did not pass it and they are more brilliant than me considering that I've stopped piano completely for 4 years before this. My fingers are not used to the piano, the keys are strangely difficult to press LOL and I've forgotten many theories that I've learnt throughout my 10 years of piano journey. Dang I'm screwed...But I will try my best. If I pass it, Good. If not then too bad SJJ you are just not meant to be a piano teacher.

2015 so far had been kinda tough on me and my family because our small little company is on it's way to closing down for business. The economy doesn't seemed to be good for our industry and the financial burden ( Piano fee, braces fee, school fee etc.) is no joke. I feel like a burden because my bro has been reminding me how useless I am all the time, adding on to the problems that my family are facing. I'm sorry but isn't this what people go through at my age? Many of my friends spend more than me weekly, going to fancy cafes/restaurants or on entertainment. I don't even have much chance of doing all those :(  Sigh, and having to listen to the conflicts, quarrels at home.

People say 2015 is a year of change so I'm having my fingers crossed that whatever I am facing now is just a temporary phase of changing for the better. Please don't let me down.

Wishing you all the best in 2015. Let's press on together :)